Taijin Kyofusho

pt. 1

So on my way home today I saw a big Best Buy eighteen wheeler and it reminded me of something. Around two years ago I applied for a job at Best Buy and I had to take one of those psychological exams on their website to see if I qaulify and stuff. So I took it and I was called in for an interview like a week later. When I got there, my interviewer told me that I got the highest possible score on the psychological exam and no one had ever done that before, at least not in their store. But the odd thing was, even with all that said, they didn't hire me. Did I fuck up the interview that badly? I know I'm pretty crappy at interacting with people, but I couldn't possibly be that bad. I mean come on, I had the highest score ever! You don't just NOT hire that person unless his interview was a trainwreck. But whatevz, I got a job somewhere else soon after so it doesn't really matter.

pt. 2

Do you ever over-analyze something to the death of it, yet end up not using anything you thought of? When I have to do something that I don't know what to expect from it, I always kill myself over all the possible situations and think of how I can respond and act when they occur in order to not make a fool of myself. But I always over-analyze it and end up using nothing I thought of and having nothing to say because the situation was so simple. And afterwards I over-analyze what I messed up and why I messed it up. Hell, I'm over-analyzing this whole situation right now.

pt. 3

this blog made me look like a homo.